AHA! Yours truly is back:)
...For now.
Anyways, I haven't updated in a short while, so I'll just..ya know, UPDATE. Like duh.
The coughstupidcough principal and all of the other dammable grownups that control the school decided to move *us* into a very, very, very, very, very old holding site.
Apparently it hasn't been used in thirty years.
And apparently the toilets were very.....
...old.
There was one day whereby I walked into the nearby toilet and horror of horrors! (Le Gasp!) the dammed cubicles(EVERY single bloody one of them had clogged up. Not to mention...the water was kinda...murky brown...if you get my drift.
The cafeteria is friggin' small...so is the basketball court, but it's okay...since hopefully we can, ya know, not do so much physical activity and then get super drained -- like last year...
-coughs-
This week we have cca fair...I thought that it was actually OPTIONAL, but nooooooo. They just HAD to make it complusory-- not to mention that it begins at seven friggin' oh clock.
Urgh.
I wanna curl up on my comfy soft bed and dieeeeee.
sighs.
This post will be kinda short...I'm tired.
Oh, oh! And I am actually doing moi homework this yearXDXD 'cuz this particular sucky year is one of the most important(yet not-THAT important) years. So yeah.
You suck, I suck, everybody sucks.
The school sucks.
But most of all..........my cca sucks!
...
ok. That was lame.
Wish me luck for 2010! *Winks*
P.s. I am so gonna buy a Death Note notebook. I don't care. I'm just going to.

- this big city life;
2:22 AM

Yo, 'sup?
Oh, and MERRY X'MAS TO ALL YOU PEEPS OUT THERE:)
Hope y'all have nice presentsXD
Anyways--
I haven't been updating this dead damn thing, so I suppose that now(while hiding in a corner with moi com from my relatives) I WILL revive it!!!
...
For the sake of...of...reviving it...
...
...I guess.
Lemme tell you this, people:
DO not, I repeat, DO NOT ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever go to a midnight mass. Ever.
...unless you're one of those kinda people that have insomnia(something that's been affecting yours truly recently) then maybe you won't fall asleep during the sermon.
And NO, I SO did not sleep in church.
...only in that one hour before mass began...BUT, that was it. I'm not like my mom, okay?
We dressed up on Christmas Eve like random idiots(I wore moi collar!:D) and then we went to the "International Buffet" or at least that's what my father said it was.
It so was not.
Then I ate until my stomach wanted to explode(I ate two large slices of the log cake)And the ham--
The ham was kinda...well...I tried to pick up some of the accursed stuff with the dmn slippery clasp thingy and Ho Behold! The slice of ham slipped from it, bounced onto the plate then landed onto the carpeted floor a few centimetres from the waiter's shoes.
He stared at me.
I stared back.
Then I ran away to the other sections of the buffet.
...
...
..
.
Ok. I know. It was terrible.
AAaaaand I've got to go now, for moi daddy dearest found out my hiding spot and is demanding I go downstairs and "have fun" with my relatives--
Well damn.
Anyways, once again wishing all you people a VERY MERRY/HAPPY/WHATEVER YOU CALL IT CHRISTMAS:)
Enjoy the pathetic remains of your hols!XD
Toodles!
P.s. I haven't finished my homework yet. I AM SO FRIED AND DEAD. Ja ne:)

- this big city life;
2:58 AM

I'm finally back from my trip:)
...that was a figure of speech...I've been too lazy to update the moment I came back. Which was recently.
Anyways, today is moi birthday...so..happy birthday to moi:D
Which sounds kinda weird...but who cares. One sentence to describe on how I feel about Japan:
I heart tokyo.
Even though the streets are impossibly crowded(true story, my friend) in the day and night, even though the stupid train map in Shibuya is all written in Kanji, I still love it.:)
The weather and people(not to mention food) are awesome.
Let's see...I'll now type out a schdule...like what Ang Cui Yi Nicole did for her travels...
And I took a picture of the toilet bowl in the hotel.
Yes. A toilet bowl. It apparently seems that once you sit on it it will automatically warm your ass. So say goodbye to frozen butts when you're sitting on the toilet seat to relieve yourself!
...
Anyways...I also took a random shot of some random guy sleeping on the train on my last day in Japan...his mouth was open. I couldn't help it.
Oh, and I finally bought MiffyXDXD
Sooooooo happy:) They don't really like selling bunnies anywhere for some strange reason.




Day1
Here is the toilet seatXDXD
There's a function where it actually washes your butt or something. And that I've never tried it. End of story.
Anyways, we sat on the plane and with a loud noise it flew up into the darkness of the night -- and that it was mighty uncomfertable to sit on the hard chair with thin pillows supplied.
Tried to sleep...ended up trying to steal my mom's pillow...who would've thought that she wouldn't give it up?! Che...
The worst part...wait--the SECOND worst part were the movies and unfortunately had the dammed RomeoxJuliet holly-bolly-bloody-movie. And the worst part was that...I watched it. O_o
Then the plane went soaring into the heavens and the skies were getting brighter and I saw fluffy white clouds - the kind that looked like torn cotton wool(sorry folks, it isn't cotton candy) floating all around.
It was nice. Until the plane drove into one of those torn bits of floating cotton wool.
I just realised how big(and long) clouds are. And how crappy plane food is, no matter which plane you take.
And then the little plan touched down with a loud screeching noise like someone...er.....dunno. Make up something.
And then we were at Japan!
And then there was a fat man blocking my way on the plane aisle!
And then I saw many welcoming signs!
And then we took a bus limosine...even though its just a crappy old bus! Not a limo at all! I have no idea why the hell do they call it that! It looks nothing like a limo! Only that the price is terrible!
And then we sat in the bus!
And then they drove for nearly two hours!
And then I almost fell asleep and when I did that I almost fell from my seat!
And then we arrived at this-hotel-I-have-no-idea-what's-its-name-called!
And then we went to the toilet!
And then I took picture of that fantastic toilet bowl!
And then we checked in!
And then I forgot how to say 'excuse me' in Japanese!
And then I had to wriggle between two old ladies!
And then I just bowed to them and ran away!
...Gets old, doesn't it.




We went to Harajuku by the train; and thankfully there was this guy nice enough to tell us which station we had to take and so on.
It seemed that this was his second day in Tokyo. Well damn. My firstXD
And that he was from England and that he was attending university here! I want too...I'm secretly jealous.
Then we boarded the overly crowded train and thank God there was no one with B.O. in there. Unlike in somewhere...-ahem-.
Harajuku.
An extremely crowded area with tons of things for heavy shoppers to buy. The ultra-super-perfect place for spending money.
Turns out that it was a public holiday. And that there were so many girls cosplaying! Kyaa~ I wanted to take pictures of them...but they all walked too fast:(
And that it was freaking crowded. Seriously. I had to literally push and jostle around to get somewhere.
And all of their lil' hats were awesomeXD



If you're wondering about the pics about the chocolate...they're from the shops near the hotel. Yummy:)



We went to a basement restraunt where we ate something heavy...granted, there weren't anything light on the dang menu anyway.
And that kids were given free toys...but not for me. The stupid waiter probably thought I was too old already -- I suddenly feel depressed. Am I that old?



After walking around aimlessly in the shops, we went to visit the shrine next. There were lots of small people dressing up in yuatas and such. I can't believe that they actually wear makeup and heels.



There were also this bunch of old guys wearing hats walking around -- what for, I do not know. Ha...I sound retarded. Anyways...



...Old guys in weird hats wearing red robes. XD
Anyways--
We walked alot. Then took the train back to Shibuya...
In the evening we went out for dinner...got sushi at a small restraunt nearby and guess what? I ate four effin' plates. I have got to lose weight. My mom wanted to go see the 'Donki' shop (garbage buys, I may add)...'cause it's...well, ya know, cheap.
There was this extremely nice lady that even after telling us that she didn't know where the shop was, she still bothered to ask someone else and then chase after us when we were walking across the road (green man).
In our good old country, who'd even do that? I mean, maybe the miniority would. Tch.






Day2

I awoke at around 9:ooa.m.
We went to visit the zoo, and that there were a hell lot of old people...don't ask, I have no idea...
Only to find that the dammed zoo was closed because it was a day right after the accursed holiday. So we just shopped(again) around...I think it was Ueno. Yeah...



...There was still a hell lot of people there, mind you. There was this guy that kept on pestering my parents to buy some nutsXD
oh, and there was this lady that went to those 'money cheating machines' (like the pic at the side) and she'd actually got a bear! Without even trying O_o
There were so many things I wanted to buy...T.T I need to go to Japan again...



Later, we went to Asakura temple(?) and there was a hell lot of people once again (I swear, Tokyo is definately over-populated everywhere) and in the evening, I finally found Miffy! She was in this toy shop run by old ladies(I just realised that most toy shops are run by old people. There were only two left O_o
It seems as though no one likes Miffy anymore T.T



We walked a hell lot, once again. I'm getting tired of repeating this, but oh well. There isn't much to type about-- I'm trying to fill in the empty spaces XD XD
We went to eat at this place where there was a lady from China who'd invited us to come in (do we really look that chinese?) and I drank coke there:)
Ahh, the bliss of Coke. It was only 130ml though. Kinda pathetic if you ask me. But the bottle was made of glass *_* I wanted it...



Day3

We went to the Fish market. And I had to wake up at a God-awfool time. Probably around 5 a.m. The timing's like one hour later than the time here, so I basically had to wake up at bloody four a.m.
But the fish was...astounding.
Really! There were so many different types and colors of fish, chopped or alive or just dead. And that there were trucks (really small ones, almost like a minature wagon) were everywhere driven by old men.
I have no idea why there are so many old men.



Even though we got up friggin' early, we still took more than an hour to get ready and so we missed the selling of the tuna.
Honestly though...I couldn't really care where that dang fish got sold to - just as long as it doesn't come anywhere near me.
I really hate tuna.
It stinks. And it tastes :P

OctopusssXDXD



We walked along the many rows of countless fish (mostly dead ones) and thank God it did not stink. Unlike somewhere...
The fish are newly caught; hence it is fresh, therefore fresh fish = no smell.
:)
I like thst equation.
There was this guy that gave us a hell long list of instructions on how to get out of the market, and then in the end, we ended up walking to a deserted shopping mall, where we met this couple that directed us right back to the market.
...
So we decided to eat at one of the restraunts nearby (sashimi[spelling?])and there was this chef that told us we could only order for each person. No sharing. But in the very end, we still shared anyhows.
I made a figure out of rice then smashed it with my chopsticks. The chef muttered something in Japanese, which was later translated into :'idiotic foriegner'.
...I feel insulted. But nevermind. The chef was fat, anyway.



We went to the Ueno zoo afterwards. Yes, I know, we visited it again. Gotta problem with that?
Unfortunately, the giant panda died from a heart attack:(
No more pandas. But there were gorillas though:D



The hippo was just ghastly. It was probably the size of an elephant, and it shitted against the wall. Yes. I know. Gross, isn't it?
Dung splattered against the wall...
There were at least two of those beasts, and one poor bird.
The bird was tiny in comparision to the hippo. And that it kept on inching away whenever the hippo approached its direction.



The zoo was huge. As in, BIG.
It had two parts to it, you had to take a short cable ride to the other side.



After the zoo, we went to the oldest amuisement park in Tokyo, and rode the roller coaster along with the ferris wheel...well, not really ferris wheel though. The roller coaster was way faster than I would've thought it'd be. It was kinda fun, though. And I bought vanilla ice-cream:)



Lalala~
nothing really to talk about~
-blah-
Why did I upload so many pictures...?
...
I hate myself.




The amusement park was fun:)
And so was the ice cream...it didn't really melt. Sighs.
Oh, and after we got out of the park, we actually saw this shop selling porn.
I'm serious.
Yeah, I know. Ew. The worst part was that it was advertising in large posters. Anyone passing by could see the nude lady with her unglam hair.



We went to Tokyo Tower at night...I couldn't get many good photos...and for some reason, I couldn't find my good ones...so there's only one left.
Heehee^^//

Day4

We went to the Onsen place -- I've forgotten the name of it...
We took a 1 1/2 hour ride on on train, and another half hour on another train. During this whole time, I had to sit next to two strangers. Then the guy on my left left for a station, and then another guy instantly filled the empty spot. And his stupid backpack kept on jabbing me in the arm. I was constantly irritated.
And it doesn't help when you know that your father is secretly taking photos of you while you pretend to sleep.



We took a train to the cable cars to the mountains where ash was everywhere, and ate black eggs, cooked in sulfur?
Then, we took another cable car to the lake where we reached the Onsen side. LOL.



Unfortunately, in the onsen area, the time for swimsuit bathers for us was only half an hour. And we wasted almost all of the time running up and down the stairs, asking for directions to the bath.
My father had gotten in before we did, and he tried all of the different pools; green tea, chocolate, coffee, etc, etc.
And came out looking like a crab.
Or a lobster. Whichever.

Day5

Last day of trip, didn't really do much.
Went back to Harajuku again to shop, then packed up things and got on the bus limo again. At the airport, I ate an entire pizza by myself.
I'm really gonna get obese soon.



This was the drink I drank the most during my stay in Japan -- it's really addictive. And cheap. Oh well. It's now thirty-two minutes past midnight; I spent the whole dang night typing this out.
And reading stuff.
But that doesn't count. And I haven't done any homework yet...sighs.
Nevermind then, and g'nite to you all! XD
P.s. You have definately got to visit Japan. At least once in your life. Be there, or be...fat! Yeah. XD

- this big city life;
4:57 AM

I'm back...again(?).
Sigh...currently I'm rotting my eyeballs out in front of the com 24/7. And there was one morning when I actually thought I went blind. -_-
Tomorrow have to wake up for that damn BodyWorld thingababob. I wanna sleep...
7:00am - wake up.
7:01am - lie in bed for a while.
7:02am - pray that time will stay still for a while.
7:04am - apparently prayer has not been answered.
7:05am - finally gets out of bed.
7:07am - falls asleep in bathroom.
7:10am - brushes teeth, etc.
7:11am - sits on bed for a while.
7:13am - takes out clothes.
7:16am - got changed.
7:18am - sits on bed for a while again.
7:20am - ties up hair. Curses the comb for having too-small teeth.
7:21am - get ready.
7:22am - eats breakfast.
7:23am - chokes on the bread.
7:26am - Gives up on bread. Gives it to dog.
7:28am - Leaves house.
7:30am - waits for bus.
7:31am - curses the bus.
7:32am to 7:45am - bus SHOULD arrive.
8:12am - arrives at Amk hub.
8:15am - meets chloe.
8:17am - waits for mrt.
8:22am to 9:05(?) - takes mrt to Jurong East. (Is it that far?)
9:15am - wait for bus.
9:30am - bus should arrive.
9:45am - we are LATE.
URGH!!!! This wasn't supposed to happen...maybe I should plan it out again...
Firstly, the idea is NOT to be late.
Secondly...I hope that it really isn't like the stupid timetable I conducted...Maybe I should get up earlier...
6:30am - ...No wait-- if I get up this early I should my parents' car already...but maybe the amk hub won't even be open...
Oh well. Maybe I can camp out at Macs.
Nah.
Peeps won't agree to it.
And furthermore...I have a really bad habit of wandering into deserted places. With practically nobody.
Sighs...last time I tried the stairs in amk hub during Halloween...got stuck in the stupid place...who asked them to build the stupid one-way-only door?! WTF?!
Can go in. Cannot come out.
And there I was, trying to pry open the damn door. I kinda gave up after the handle came off. Seriously. Then I waved, looking like some pathetic idiot in the equally pathetic small window.
I was tempted to smash open the window.
Then there was the stupid metal wire -- but swiss knieves are ALWAYS useful...
Anyways. Back to my point.
I'll be late.
Maybe they'll close the gates on us D:
...Nevermind.
["Sticks and Stones May Break My Bones, But Words Will never Hurt Me."]
LOLXDXD
...that was random. Quoted quotes.
"I'll be waiting here
For you to call me
I'll be waiting here
For you to call me
(-Say My Name-)"
I'm going to Japan pretty soon:)
Hopefully I'll be able to buy Ryuk's EarringXD and visit the OnsenXDXD.
FIN.

- this big city life;
2:40 AM

Today was boring, as usual. With nobody to talk to - (I suddenly feel very much like a social reject for some strange reason) I lay in my nice cosy bed and stared at the dammed ceiling.
For an hour.
I'm SUPA bored...sigh...is there any way for a PERFECTLY sane person to spend their holidays without doing some bizzaro acts or getting into enui?!
Whatta -toot-.
Four options:

1)Play the com.

2)Do my math.

3)Go for St.Johns training.

4)Go shopping.

No.3 option doesn't count, since I'm certainly not going(since I don't have to, anyway) and No.4 option is a no-can-do mainly cause me parents no allow more money go to "waste".
I've been decidedly grounded from shopping.
At least, until next week.
So...I've been doing option No.1 the most, and No.2 if I'm really sick from playing.
Wunderfool.
This SUCKZ.
I wanna die~~~
...didn't I say that before?
Oh well.
Anyways, damn Nicole Ang Cui Yi went to Beijing so I can't really read her posts on her blog when I'm bored--(WHY DO I EVEN DO THAT?! :gasps in horror:)
And her posts aren't THAT interesting...
sigh. No offence though.
I'll type about some crap now.
Even though this post WAS crap in the beginning...==
This newest crap of mine is called
.....
..."The Rain."
HA! Real original, I know. I'm sooooo "brilliant".
Basically its about some crap about the rain. And I used the same word in a sentence. I just realised how bad it actually sounds. Urgh.
Anyways...


"The raindrops fall gently from the darkening sky
(pitter patter)
as they fall onto the hard concrete
one after another
continuously
falling, falling, falling
They land softly against my skin
gently carassing my cheeks
soaking up the fabric of my clothes
(pitter patter)
and as they fall
they seem to mock me
every last drop of them
the gentle shower
feels like light slaps
(-I feel cold-)
my arms are outstrenched
fingers extended as though willing to embrace
the icy cold pinpricks
(-why?-)
pierecing through my skin
I wish
that it would fall harder
until everything
and everything
will disappear from my sight
until the curtains of water
shrouds everything from view
Until I no longer can see anything anymore
(-or be seen?-)
until I no longer
no longer
can feel the coldness,
but numbness instead?
The liquid running down my face
is the water
the water from the rain
and not, not tears
(pitter patter)
I curse it
as it leaves me stranded
in the wet, frozen darkness
the droplets rain down
harder than ever
and there is no one
no one in sight at all
...
I'm not alone.
I'm not crying.
And most of all,
my heart is definately not breaking into
two
the rain has gotten into my eyes
blinking it out,
it spills uncontrollably
I'm not crying.
I'm not screaming.
(pitter patter)
The last of the raindrops fall
slowly downwards
onto the hard concrete
(-savouring my last memories of you-)."


Sigh...there ya have it. Crap about the dammed rain. And here's a video of the MAMESHIBA, a bunch of cute lil' dog-beans that they sell in Japan. Enjoy^^(I just realised that I've been uploading videos often nowadays...:sweatdrops:)






FIN.
P.s. Mushroom...can tell moi when you're going shopping? Cuz I'm seriously bored.

- this big city life;
9:28 PM

Ok. Today sucked.
Since it is the wunderfool Friday in which we STILL had cca, it was - exceedingly wunderfool too.
They made us pump for 30min.
And after that, my back was terribly painful. Like some old geezer or something. Urgh. Anyways, today got back report book.
It stank. My results, I mean.
WTF. I still got a friggin' obese disgusting letter called the eff that loves to appear whenever Geography tests are concerned.
And the pig told us that we had to go back to school next week to...to...play Lego.WTF?!!! And futhermore, it is to be conducted in the friggin' morning!!!:P
Oh, and we had some weird Science class with two weird guys that liked to blow balloons and stuff. And that they brought their hair-dryers with them as well.
Sigh...I feel so sad...I wasn't able to find any toy bunnies to moi's liking. Damn.
On the bright side(there WAS a bright side?! Le Gasp), tomorrow is Halloween:) Three cheers for this wunderfool...festival(?) no?
And I seriously can't figure out why on earth do women put on makeup if it takes a hell load of time. Young people that put on makeup = they look older. Old people that put on makeup = they look younger.
...
So yeah. You get the damn equation.
I'm too tired to continue, that's why...I'll end this post and go read some books - I just realised I haven't touched Aimee's book yet. And I have to return by tomorrow. WTF.
Sigh~






"Stuck in the Drive Through" by Weird Al.XD

FIN.

- this big city life;
6:02 AM

Dear blog/online diary/place for me to crap:

Let me start this post with a beautiful statement - I Want To Die.
There.
Urgh. This week will most obviously be moi most dreaded week EVA. (Notice the capital letters.)
Wed - Thurs [Stay back for training.]
Fri - [Stay back for cca.]
Sat - [Go for Civil Defence dunno-what-dunno-what-crap.]
Sun - [Three letters. B.F.A.]
And guess what? They're ALL related to St.John's!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF!!!!!
My gawd. I wanna curl up into a ball and never see the dammed light that blinds me in the morning when I sleep in ever again!!!!!
Dammit.
On the other hand, there is.......... .
...
Shite. No good things. Isn't there supposed to be like, a 'good' hand and a 'bad' hand every single time something BIG happens. But no. It just had to be like that.
Curse them!!!!
Urgh. Feel like puking now.
Oh yeah...went shopping with q.y. yesterday:) and I bought a wunderfool cap from 77th street! It seriously rocks. Woo-hoo!
...And I drew on a shirt again. And I tried to tuck my hair into the cap. And q.y. said I looked like a boy. And I told her she was just plain short. And then she got violent. And passer-bys stared at us.
The End.
Wunderfool, is it not?
(It happens all the time.)
On a lighter note(FINALLY, something GOOD) I'm going to Mushroom's Halloween party~lalala..........that's the ONLY good thing that's keeping moi alive. I have to stay alive until then.
I'm getting a headache from playing too much com. Feel like puking again.
Oh, and this is a short (kinda creepy)animation of a girl:)

Never Woke Up from Katy Towell on Vimeo.

By Katy Towell(her videos are awesomely creepy:D)

...that's it, I guess.
Oh well.
FIN.

- this big city life;
7:42 PM