I'm back...again(?).
Sigh...currently I'm rotting my eyeballs out in front of the com 24/7. And there was one morning when I actually thought I went blind. -_-
Tomorrow have to wake up for that damn BodyWorld thingababob. I wanna sleep...
7:00am - wake up.
7:01am - lie in bed for a while.
7:02am - pray that time will stay still for a while.
7:04am - apparently prayer has not been answered.
7:05am - finally gets out of bed.
7:07am - falls asleep in bathroom.
7:10am - brushes teeth, etc.
7:11am - sits on bed for a while.
7:13am - takes out clothes.
7:16am - got changed.
7:18am - sits on bed for a while again.
7:20am - ties up hair. Curses the comb for having too-small teeth.
7:21am - get ready.
7:22am - eats breakfast.
7:23am - chokes on the bread.
7:26am - Gives up on bread. Gives it to dog.
7:28am - Leaves house.
7:30am - waits for bus.
7:31am - curses the bus.
7:32am to 7:45am - bus SHOULD arrive.
8:12am - arrives at Amk hub.
8:15am - meets chloe.
8:17am - waits for mrt.
8:22am to 9:05(?) - takes mrt to Jurong East. (Is it that far?)
9:15am - wait for bus.
9:30am - bus should arrive.
9:45am - we are LATE.
URGH!!!! This wasn't supposed to happen...maybe I should plan it out again...
Firstly, the idea is NOT to be late.
Secondly...I hope that it really isn't like the stupid timetable I conducted...Maybe I should get up earlier...
6:30am - ...No wait-- if I get up this early I should my parents' car already...but maybe the amk hub won't even be open...
Oh well. Maybe I can camp out at Macs.
Nah.
Peeps won't agree to it.
And furthermore...I have a really bad habit of wandering into deserted places. With practically nobody.
Sighs...last time I tried the stairs in amk hub during Halloween...got stuck in the stupid place...who asked them to build the stupid one-way-only door?! WTF?!
Can go in. Cannot come out.
And there I was, trying to pry open the damn door. I kinda gave up after the handle came off. Seriously. Then I waved, looking like some pathetic idiot in the equally pathetic small window.
I was tempted to smash open the window.
Then there was the stupid metal wire -- but swiss knieves are ALWAYS useful...
Anyways. Back to my point.
I'll be late.
Maybe they'll close the gates on us D:
...Nevermind.
["Sticks and Stones May Break My Bones, But Words Will never Hurt Me."]
LOLXDXD
...that was random. Quoted quotes.
"I'll be waiting here
For you to call me
I'll be waiting here
For you to call me
(-Say My Name-)"
I'm going to Japan pretty soon:)
Hopefully I'll be able to buy Ryuk's EarringXD and visit the OnsenXDXD.
FIN.


Today was boring, as usual. With nobody to talk to - (I suddenly feel very much like a social reject for some strange reason) I lay in my nice cosy bed and stared at the dammed ceiling.
For an hour.
I'm SUPA bored...sigh...is there any way for a PERFECTLY sane person to spend their holidays without doing some bizzaro acts or getting into enui?!
Whatta -toot-.
Four options:

1)Play the com.

2)Do my math.

3)Go for St.Johns training.

4)Go shopping.

No.3 option doesn't count, since I'm certainly not going(since I don't have to, anyway) and No.4 option is a no-can-do mainly cause me parents no allow more money go to "waste".
I've been decidedly grounded from shopping.
At least, until next week.
So...I've been doing option No.1 the most, and No.2 if I'm really sick from playing.
Wunderfool.
This SUCKZ.
I wanna die~~~
...didn't I say that before?
Oh well.
Anyways, damn Nicole Ang Cui Yi went to Beijing so I can't really read her posts on her blog when I'm bored--(WHY DO I EVEN DO THAT?! :gasps in horror:)
And her posts aren't THAT interesting...
sigh. No offence though.
I'll type about some crap now.
Even though this post WAS crap in the beginning...==
This newest crap of mine is called
.....
..."The Rain."
HA! Real original, I know. I'm sooooo "brilliant".
Basically its about some crap about the rain. And I used the same word in a sentence. I just realised how bad it actually sounds. Urgh.
Anyways...


"The raindrops fall gently from the darkening sky
(pitter patter)
as they fall onto the hard concrete
one after another
continuously
falling, falling, falling
They land softly against my skin
gently carassing my cheeks
soaking up the fabric of my clothes
(pitter patter)
and as they fall
they seem to mock me
every last drop of them
the gentle shower
feels like light slaps
(-I feel cold-)
my arms are outstrenched
fingers extended as though willing to embrace
the icy cold pinpricks
(-why?-)
pierecing through my skin
I wish
that it would fall harder
until everything
and everything
will disappear from my sight
until the curtains of water
shrouds everything from view
Until I no longer can see anything anymore
(-or be seen?-)
until I no longer
no longer
can feel the coldness,
but numbness instead?
The liquid running down my face
is the water
the water from the rain
and not, not tears
(pitter patter)
I curse it
as it leaves me stranded
in the wet, frozen darkness
the droplets rain down
harder than ever
and there is no one
no one in sight at all
...
I'm not alone.
I'm not crying.
And most of all,
my heart is definately not breaking into
two
the rain has gotten into my eyes
blinking it out,
it spills uncontrollably
I'm not crying.
I'm not screaming.
(pitter patter)
The last of the raindrops fall
slowly downwards
onto the hard concrete
(-savouring my last memories of you-)."


Sigh...there ya have it. Crap about the dammed rain. And here's a video of the MAMESHIBA, a bunch of cute lil' dog-beans that they sell in Japan. Enjoy^^(I just realised that I've been uploading videos often nowadays...:sweatdrops:)






FIN.
P.s. Mushroom...can tell moi when you're going shopping? Cuz I'm seriously bored.


Ok. Today sucked.
Since it is the wunderfool Friday in which we STILL had cca, it was - exceedingly wunderfool too.
They made us pump for 30min.
And after that, my back was terribly painful. Like some old geezer or something. Urgh. Anyways, today got back report book.
It stank. My results, I mean.
WTF. I still got a friggin' obese disgusting letter called the eff that loves to appear whenever Geography tests are concerned.
And the pig told us that we had to go back to school next week to...to...play Lego.WTF?!!! And futhermore, it is to be conducted in the friggin' morning!!!:P
Oh, and we had some weird Science class with two weird guys that liked to blow balloons and stuff. And that they brought their hair-dryers with them as well.
Sigh...I feel so sad...I wasn't able to find any toy bunnies to moi's liking. Damn.
On the bright side(there WAS a bright side?! Le Gasp), tomorrow is Halloween:) Three cheers for this wunderfool...festival(?) no?
And I seriously can't figure out why on earth do women put on makeup if it takes a hell load of time. Young people that put on makeup = they look older. Old people that put on makeup = they look younger.
...
So yeah. You get the damn equation.
I'm too tired to continue, that's why...I'll end this post and go read some books - I just realised I haven't touched Aimee's book yet. And I have to return by tomorrow. WTF.
Sigh~






"Stuck in the Drive Through" by Weird Al.XD

FIN.


Dear blog/online diary/place for me to crap:

Let me start this post with a beautiful statement - I Want To Die.
There.
Urgh. This week will most obviously be moi most dreaded week EVA. (Notice the capital letters.)
Wed - Thurs [Stay back for training.]
Fri - [Stay back for cca.]
Sat - [Go for Civil Defence dunno-what-dunno-what-crap.]
Sun - [Three letters. B.F.A.]
And guess what? They're ALL related to St.John's!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF!!!!!
My gawd. I wanna curl up into a ball and never see the dammed light that blinds me in the morning when I sleep in ever again!!!!!
Dammit.
On the other hand, there is.......... .
...
Shite. No good things. Isn't there supposed to be like, a 'good' hand and a 'bad' hand every single time something BIG happens. But no. It just had to be like that.
Curse them!!!!
Urgh. Feel like puking now.
Oh yeah...went shopping with q.y. yesterday:) and I bought a wunderfool cap from 77th street! It seriously rocks. Woo-hoo!
...And I drew on a shirt again. And I tried to tuck my hair into the cap. And q.y. said I looked like a boy. And I told her she was just plain short. And then she got violent. And passer-bys stared at us.
The End.
Wunderfool, is it not?
(It happens all the time.)
On a lighter note(FINALLY, something GOOD) I'm going to Mushroom's Halloween party~lalala..........that's the ONLY good thing that's keeping moi alive. I have to stay alive until then.
I'm getting a headache from playing too much com. Feel like puking again.
Oh, and this is a short (kinda creepy)animation of a girl:)

Never Woke Up from Katy Towell on Vimeo.

By Katy Towell(her videos are awesomely creepy:D)

...that's it, I guess.
Oh well.
FIN.










...As you can see...I'm extremely bored. So for once in my pathetic life, I've decided to upload pictures of my collar for no reason at all. LOL.
FIN.
P.s. WTF. This wasn't even a proper post...-.-"'


Alright people, let's celebrate^^ all the dammed tests are cleared for this year! And --
the science test killed me.
so did the math.
WTF. I will officially go and murder the person that set the dammed accursed paper. Oh, and I finally bought a dress today *le gasp!* ...for the first time in six years. -.-
I know.
Its really nice:) and I bought a nice collar to go with it and a wristband~ so nicccceeeeeee:D
...and you know what else?
It. Was. Bloody. Expensive.
Really.
I'm broke now.
Not that I DID have any $$$ to begin with...but!!! I paid(half) for the collar and the band. (-is feeling proud of self-) Anyways, today I went shopping with my mom(I know.)but it was fun:) namely because : 1) my mom doesn't act her age. 2) we both love shopping:) 3) she knows what everyone my age likes nowadays - unlike my dad. -.-
And when she bought the collar she was like, "You'd better not tell your dad, or he'll probably freak." which is true.
Tomorrow we're celebrating q.y.'s b'day:D
Going shopping...
AGAIN.
sighs~
And today during science class they made us watch this film about two fat guys that liked to waddle in the mud half-naked in the disgusting swamp...anyways, they were supposed to be looking for the komodo(spelling?) dragon.
And apparently, they JUST had to show two fat, old guys that had pot-bellies and couldn't pull on their swimsuits for scuba-diving since their flab apparently couldn't take it.
It was kinda GROSS. And the old dude had colorful pinstriped pants which were just AWWWWWWFOOL to look at. Ew.
And aimee didn't help by saying- or reminding us painfully that those two old dudes had pot-bellies. Or that the baboon's nose was terribly squashed flat...like some mashed potato stuck onto their faces...
I'm going to a halloween party on 31st:) thanks to Mushroom; (p.s. I don't know what kind of dress suits you)
During D&T today - Brittany and aimee and mushroom had fun bashing up the disgusting piece of thing called the model for the YOG thingy into pieces. And yes, the head rolled off. And they decided to throw it aimlessly around.
Too bad they didn't hit the baldy.
...I'll just go and aimlessly listen to simple plan songs for now...I'm sooooooo bored. Sighs.
This is -
yes, you know it -
the end of the post.
Really.
FIN.
P.s. My catechist...let's say she wasn't THAT pleased when I skipped class so many times...-.-"'


Ok. After remembering that my blog was decomposing and rotting somewhere on the net, I finally remembered(with alot of reminders from Mushroom) to update.
I don't even know why people like to read about MY personal life on the net - honestly.
Well...then I suppose that's the blog's purpose.
Blah, blah, blah sickening term 3 ended and term 4 took place. Now sitting next to Eunice:) and we're both slacking as usual. Today had two frickin' hours of math.
Can you imagine that?!
Two hours seeing that bloody pig?!
...not like I actually pay attention, anyway.
During D&T we decided to re-construct the weird model we made...it looks way better than the previous, duh.
And cca...we slacked, cause no seniors lalala~ and they said that we didn't need to come for cca till week 6!!! Come on people, celebrate!
My dear q.y.'s bday comin in a few weeks time...hopefully all the review tests would be cleared off already by then...sigh.
I wanna watch Alice in Wonderland(the new movie)...I wanna see the Mad HatterXD.
During December hols we're gonna exchange gifts for our "birthdays"...wow. I know. Fascinating, isn't it?
Wonder if I can miss the minicomp...afterall...it's very close to the date of my trip...I wanna sleep in the hotel.
And eat chocolate.
I am aware that when I grow up, I will get diabetes. Definately. At the rate I'm going, at least.
I guess this is the end of the "much anticipated" update for my dead blog.(I didn't know that it was actually LIVING in the first place...)
So...that's it. And I wrote utter crap for my lit test.
WARNING: This blog will be dead for a while, at least until all the dammed tests are cleared for this term.
And do not worry, my sanity has not slipped so much that I would actually go and study. I'm planning to write a storyXD LOL.
FIN.
P.S. A vewy "skary stowy".